So sick

What the hell was going on? A lot of people utter this, but have they experienced hell? For them it was hell already, how about when they got there? Now, I just can't express how I feel for our country from financial to social problems, the rice shortage, oil price hike, ZTE-NBN contoversy, abu sayaff kidnappings, mv princess sanking accompanied with free endosulfan, system loss charge stuff. People say you can't be a leader if you don't have any hope for your country, but who cares, i am not a leader. I'm just one of the hated passive students who just practice same routine everyday. But from the stories I've heard from some friends, I just feel so sick, this is crazy, some people tend to hammer you out of nowhere, crush you down without knowing it, use you, again use you for personal gain, the selfish and the hyprocrites. I know what I hated. Is it hard to practice what you preach? or what you hear every Sunday? oh luckily i can read mind, damn it.